Happy New Year, everyone.

Assalamualaikum and hello

14th day, I'm doing well too, I guess. I've stopped crying before sleeping too. I miss you.

It's already 1st January in Malaysia, but here I am, updating from the other side of the globe - supposedly two hours left to 1st January 2018 lol. There's nothing specific in the house, so I might do some recap on my 2017.

There were unexpected, unfortunate events in 2017 that happened to me but I would like to not expose them here because I just want to forget all painful things. Scars are beautiful but they aren't pleasant, okay? There were also good and memorable events in 2017, that I wished I have embraced them more than the negative events. Well, we can't blame ourselves for focusing on the negative things because at least five positive events are needed to outcome one negative event... SO BE NICE TO EVERYONE JK

this giant fluffball is actually a year younger so im a noona fan im shoooketh

But 2017 was a year that brought me out of my comfort zone, I guess. I had my first university exam, I had my first Europe trip, I had my first working experience, I bought my first album - there were lots of first that I have done in my 2017.

It's kinda overwhelming in the process, especially getting into an academic year that was totally different than you used to be in high school - starting your years with September/October but still celebrate New Year in January lol.

Changing from reading books or articles in hardcopy to reading them from electronic devices - I'm still struggling with this because I found out, I can't focus much on the screen and tends to misread things. I always re-read things because I can't focus, even me going online never help me with my online reading. Maybe I should stay on Facebook because I can type more, read more than going online on Twitter, but I guess it depends on your choice (?)

mamuang mingyu is so handsome im freaking out

I've come to learn that things will get better if I learn to stay calm, composed and patience. I've been encountering incidents that taught me to be calm. The recent one was my phone - currently, I have two smartphones because I ended being impatient and bought a new phone with my savings (totally dead by the next allowance lol). But I'm using the new one because I have a feeling that my old phone is not going stay longer with me... I meant, it fell into the toilet bowl and survived after few days staying in a sack of rice. So, nowadays I have to find things that are made not to break (ouch).

I have found new interests such as calligraphy and cooking. I'm actually proud of my cooking these days, okay jk I still cry over them sometimes. So I ended buying new stationary and added supply again in the list... I might able to open an art class later to get that extra money 'cause ya home gal need money what's new

Whatever it is, I hope everyone is happy with their phase of life and actually enjoying life. If we are going to make changes - hopefully, we are making changes for better us and our satisfaction. For me, for you and for everyone, hopefully, 2018 will bring us luck, happiness, and delight.

I should update my travel post with my Spain trip but we will see what's coming up next lol because exam and assignments - I'm still looking for my motivation to come back. I've been in sadness so long and I might end up being a super emotional girl that is going to be twenty-two so soon oh god what's happening...

Cherish all the sweet moments, be grateful and be nice to others!

today, you did well too. everyone did well too.

We’ll probably have a not so typical happy ending
We’ll probably be like all other stories
Sometimes sad, sometimes painful
We’ll probably take that pain together too
So just like now
We’ll probably fall asleep together always
That’s how it will be
(Monsta X - 5:14 (Last Page)

Spain panas. tu je komen setakat ni lol

Okay ciao annyeong goodbye.